have you ever wanted that something so bad that when you don't get it, every time you think about it, your heart is close to ripping out of your chest, your eyes are flooded with tears, and nothing else is on your mind?
have you ever wanted something so bad that you are willing to do anything to get it back?
have you ever felt so alone in your desire?
have you ever felt like your fighting an uphill, never ending battle?
have you ever felt that the fight was tougher than the battle?
have you ever wanted to cave to pain and decided not to?
have you ever given every ounce of everything you had?
have you ever looked back when it was all said and done, and wished you could change the outcome?