Monday, February 1, 2010

surgery is murdergery

i am having surgery in t-3 days.

ahhhh i am so worried. i don't know if this is the right thing to do.

what if it just healed tomorrow. i am stressing, i am crying, i am upset, i am excited, i am worried, i am nervous, i am torn, i am broken, i am crushed-spirited, i am still happy somehow.

i know God is going to hold me in His hands so i shouldn't worry even if it goes wrong, but i am human, and i just can't understand........

it band release.....release my stress,


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